I like to thank everybody for your support prayers and hugs . My mom has been dead now a week in a half. We had a beautiful funeral in church very small just family and one other person. My family went back home I am alone now. Still living with guilt. I am going to a grief counselor. Hopefully this will help. I miss her a lot.
I'm so sorry for your pain and sorrow. Be kind and gentle with yourself. It is a terrible shock to lose a parent no matter how old we are. It's hard. Please know we are with you. Thinking of you. Sending you hugs.
And please accept my belated condolences on your loss.
It will take time.
Hugs