Been trying to get a lawyer and it's been impossible with such a short notice. So I'm going to represent myself. I have everything ready like witnesses and statements and going to do my best. Anyway, what if I start tearing up for a minute when it comes to talking about the case? Can I just apologize and keep going?
Really, so try to get a stay for your hearing and try to find an attorney who may take your case pro-bono.
Some judges are absolute sticklers for decorum, and crying? They have seen it all and while some may be "kind"---court is not the place for emotions. They will not be impressed with it and you won't be furthering your case.
It would be helpful is we knew why you were going in the first place---the comment that you are flying blind is true. You REALLY need an advocate in court.
If that is simply not possible--I just wish you luck.
Are you being brought to court? If so, maybe the Judge can appoint an Attorney to present you without any charge, that is if you cannot afford to hire an Attorney. Check with the Clerk of the Court to see if the case can be postponed to another date while you obtain an Attorney.
It is never a good idea to represent yourself as court proceedings are quite complicated.